hide

It makes more sense to hide yourself away

somewhere alone,  and not waste so much goddamn time

with keep your head up, chin up, meditate, and hold on, and smile, deep breath

look/wish/dream of a hand to hold and hold on…

It makes more sense to go and purge, just feel stupid

and let the damn tears down.

Perhaps then the rest of your vacation, your day, your life can begin, again, take your finger off the pause

and feel neither pity or shame or guilt or pain and no one has to know.

and no one has to know how much time you wasted, again

being you.

but there is nowhere to hide

not one place to run

when you’re a mum.

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