She knew in her gut it was wrong

She knew ( in the pit of her hell and her fire)

she knew in her soul-

the part that is

ancient and is everything

and all parts of her

she knew what was done was (intended) and out of anger

and meant to harm her and

not a mistake!

not a mistake!  not a joke! not a slip!

she knew when he sodomized her

it wasn’t sex-it wasn’t love-it wasn’t anything

it was violence

it was no accident

motherfucker with no apology

no apology


face pushed into the bed

screaming! wanting to scream, can’t scream



(she loved you)


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