release me you irreplaceable you

I am thinking of leaving you behind

what if I never met you

but it’s not like It’s a Wonderful Life never met you where everything is different and in black and white and it’s snowing

but where I’m o.k. I’m solid and

how happy would I be not remembering you

Thinking of leaving you behind is it


can I walk in a space where you never existed

we’re talking letting go of thirty years

of you or me

is this good, bad or even possible

I must admit it feels like asking to live without

shoes or sunsets or

something natural and vital and yet it feels